how is it that my kid went to bed early - well early for him - at 9:30 and i'm still awake? i didn't even have homework or anything i needed to do, but here i am. guess it's the mind chatter again... but i think i'm ready to go to sleep! let's cross our fingers




p.s. see http://family.go.com/gapcastingcall/entries/kanugent10/ and vote!

things have been really good lately. i've been pretty busy its been good for me and my boy has been so much fun. it's amazing the things that he picks up on, not too brag, but he is pretty smart :) not biased at all (hee hee). my spirits have been up lately and it's amazing the difference it can make in the world around you. I really appreciate all those who have been such a support. Even just to listen to me bitch once in a while really helps me to let things go. i've also always been so much better writing my feelings down as an expression cause then it doesn't just sit and wallow in me. hopefully i can keep the positive outlook and know that even though i feel stuck, i'm probably not...






p.s. i'm still patiently waiting for something to come around... or trying to be patient, i guess i don't have much other choice when it comes to ♥

i sure hope it's true...

♥ happens

took him off my friends list... actually feel kind of proud of myself. all i was doing was keeping an eye on what he was doing, and in turn probably letting him keep an eye on the little guy - not okay. i had a lot of things blocked that he couldn't see, but you know. i feel a little bit relieved and one more tie was cut from between us. i didn't realize what hold such a little thing could have. as cheesy as facebook may sound, or even may be, i exhaled a good breath when that was done...




p.s. i've still been so emotional lately on such small things - shouldn't admit it, but i even cried during wall-e and mrs. doubtfire, pathetic! i know!

spent the night with a married couple.... maybe i'll just be better off single.... :)







just kidding, i actually do know some very happily married couples. and hope that i can become part of a very happy married couple one day.