August 28, 2010

there are so many things i feel like giving up on

1. getting my child to bed at a decent time
2. meeting ANYBODY - new friends, love, etc.
3. keeping a clean room
4. owning a bigger car
5. owning or renting a house
6. so-on and so-forth

but i'm really trying to stay positive about it. but i'll tell ya, it's definitely not always easy! its not like i have it bad. i have a great job with benefits even and i really am not struggling financially at the moment. my child is so wonderful - i mean really, he's a doll! he is getting into the "independent, let-me-do-everything-myself" phase, which is frustrating at times because of the fits he throws when there is something he really can't do, but he is so much fun that i still can't complain. i am extremely grateful for the things that i do have in my life, so why does it seem like the things that are missing are such a big deal? one day i know i'll reach that blissful happiness that i think i deserve. but for now i guess i'll be semi-blissfully happy :)