March 22, 2011

it's been a while since i posted on this blog, but things are just about the same as they usually are.  i'm a little more busy because it's softball season.  my kid gets to come with me a lot and sit through these practices and some games, but he usually does pretty good.  he gets bored, but what kid doesn't?  the single mom thing right now is kind of exhausting, but my parents are being a huge help. i feel like we haven't had a lot of time together this last week, but i guess it makes you appreciate the time you do have together a little more.  love that little guy.  he is growing up just way too fast.  after all my friends having babies too, i'm not going to lie gets me baby hungry... but first things first this time around!

in other news, i got to go on another date!  we tried to go bowling, but it was league night, so he didn't have to get his but kicked :) and grabbed a quick bite to eat and then went to the movies.  i felt like it went really well and we had really nice conversations.  he is super dreamy but there is one flaw... he lives forever away :(  ... i've known this guy since maybe 2003 so we've hung out before but we never really did any dating to say the least.  we hung out a little bit with friends, but not for very long because i went off to college across the country.  he got married and we haven't really seen each other since.  recently divorced now, but let me tell you, he got better with age.  he is just as handsome as ever and we have quite a bit in common, or so i felt like we did.  i didn't feel awkward moments and our conversations flowed nicely.  but you know, this is all from my perspective.  who knows what he was really thinking.  plus, it's not like we are heading any where close to a relationship.  he dates a lot, which is really good for him to be social and such.  i've just always really liked him and so it was really fun to get together and catch up.

but why, oh why does he have to live so far away?!  it would be really nice to have a friend like him around.  and why does that always seem to happen?  the ones that seem the best live the furthest away... oh well.  i mean, i'm not asking for anything more anyway, but you know :)