i looked back at a couple of my old posts where i said i was so busy. i guess i don't really know how not to be busy. right now i'm bored. i've been able to think way too about my life and what i'm doing. my social life sucks. i wish i could go out of town every weekend so i didn't have to think about how i don't even really have that many friends. my sister is my best friend hence the reason i head to california most of the time. i do have some friends here, but they have families and take their own trips and i sure as heck don't expect them to stay home just to entertain me cause i'm not able to entertain myself!!! haha oh well, guess i'll figure it out :)