after debating my desire i had a good conversation with my mom. i talked about my frustration and she validated how i felt so it was a way to at least get it off my chest. i came to the conclusion that i definitely have the desire to date. i may be out of the loop a little bit and hopefully when i do finally get to go dating i don't make a complete fool out of myself, but nonetheless, i wouldn't mind jumping in with two feet and giving it a shot once in a while. the problem is where the heck am i going to find guys to date around here?! there really isn't anywhere to go meet people, i mean, i walk around the grocery store, but for heaven's sake i already know everyone there! haha. okay maybe not everyone, but most of the people my age spending time at the grocery store already have a family. plus if there were anyone worth paying attention too and they see me, if i'm without my child, i'm way too young or if i'm with him, i'm most likely married. i know i have all of these excuses why my so-called love life isn't working out... and really i make it sound more dire than it really is. i'm really in no hurry to get married. however, it does play a big role in my life. i am focused on work and being a mom and i'm okay with that. "one day my prince will come" it just won't happen in a 2 hour time slot like on the disney channel :)