so i had another date... finally! he wasn't my first choice - but beggars can't be choosers, can they? i have been choosy, not that i've had a lot to choose from, but the guys that have been fortunate enough to take me out - haha jk - i haven't been all that interested in... i mean, it's a date and you need to give it a shot right? and why is it the ones that you thought were going to be good aren't interested in you?  i think i'm destined to be with a dorky nerd type, but do i have to?  i mean, i know i am one myself, but i guess we all dream for the "tall dark and handsome" bit.  well the last one was tall - really tall.  and really nice.  but i just wasn't feeling it.  he's a bit older than i am and has a few kids... but i don't think that was why.  maybe i'm just being too picky.  idk... he's already  wanting another date - and we're going with all the kids out tomorrow... why not right? the bishop did recommend him - as for other news, we've been going to church.  and it's been going pretty good. the little one has been great and seems to even love to be there.  good for us!