November 29, 2010
it's these kinds of day that i really wish that i had a partner - not that i really expect him to do anything, but you know, the wishful thinking is there. my guy is just being the BIGGEST TURD ever! nothing i do is right, apparently, because he tells me or yells "no, not like that!" and starts crying about the stupidest things. he's pooped in his underwear twice (and once in his diaper) and he's been in day care most of the day! not too mention - one of those times i was taking off his pants and he was falling, and, yep, his butt fell right into my hand... disgusting. i feel bad getting so frustrated with him because a lot of it isn't his fault, i mean, i deal with teenage girls all day, plus i've been over emotional - i usually do around the holidays i think. but when he just doesn't cooperate and it's been going on for a few days... grrr i just want to have that guy in my life that will just take him away from me for a few moments. i'm really trying to stay patient, but i admit, i'm not the greatest at it all the time. i have yelled back a couple times already today. i really need to find myself something to get me some me time, cause i think i could really use that right now! :( ugh.